shaken and stirred

I suffer from protein urea whereby my kidneys can't process the protein in my system, which leaks into urine. Known as hypertension, I am basically exciting myself to death. A telltale sign is suds or dense bubbles in pee-like you are literally being shaken and stirred, and your balls are the olives. In a sense I'm imploding as my mind consumes my heart. My doctor gave me a meditation upload (very 00s) that was so annoying you have to relax or kill someone. The only effective fix was a soliloquy about my mechanic on classic cars that brought the heart rate down. Sur-really.